Dazed
It’s 11:30. The night before I leave Durham. and I can’t bring myself to think of tomorrow.
I have to leave this place….before I’ve even settled in.
I have to leave the dried up lakes
I have to leave My Grandfather. I have to leave Bella.
But it can’t be for long. I will be back. Oh yes.. I will be back.
Oh yeah…forgot to tell you. She called back. She was out working with her father on the highway again….damn city slickers. But she wanted to see me, and suggested we go walk by the eastern ridge of the lake and watch the sun set over the hills. Let me tell you, it was amazing. The most breathtaking sunset I’d ever experienced, cause Bella was there with me.
I took this photo… I spun the camera around because I wanted to show (quite lame I know), that everything thenre was spinning. Even though she was sitting next to me, holding my hand, planting us in the ground. Our bodies were still, but inside I was running.
We kissed. And it was amazing. But mainly we talked.
We’re so different, but she was funny. Interesting. She made me laugh and not many people can do that.
I hope to see her again. I know I will…cause I won’t let her slip out of my life. Not like others in the past.
Bella is different and has made me a different person in the process of our meeting.
Purple Nurple.